Taking a break

I need to take a break, a break from this disease its consuming me. Life is happening all around me and I am still alive why am I not paying attention. Waiting on this list is making me feel stuck and well in limbo. I need to remember that I am mobile, able to walk, talk, sing, laugh, enjoy. Enjoy my life this way and enjoy my life after the transplant. My daughter needs me, she needs me to be that goofy "your so weird" mom that she loves. So I am taking a break, a break from obsessing, waiting, thinking, taking a break from the not so great part of my life. See ya!